The Walk Back Home

[It's so cruel that there are government organizations withholding information about our true selves and history.] I think the script needs to be flipped here - I had an uncomfortable realization in this regard, but one that struck me as obvious now that I've considered it. Certainly there are institutions deluding the population, but I think for the most part people prefer it that way. The type of people who actually support the CIA, trust their governments wholeheartedly, or who rely on mainstream media as their primary source of information don't want to wake up. So in that sense, these institutions are fulfilling a basic human desire shared by a good chunk of the population: the desire to remain sleeping. People are scared of their full potential and the responsibility that it entails, so it's easier for them to drown out the background whispering of their true selves with media, separation, and distractions. People who are actually interested in waking up can disca...

The CIA publically released documents revealing that a lot of 'fringe' topics that most people consider mumbo-jumbo, hoo-ha, New Age bullshit are actually utilized in government-ordained, laboratory settings.  The Gateway Process was a program spearheaded by the Monroe Institute of Applied Sciences in an attempt to find out the true potential of human consciousness. In conjunction with the CIA, the Stanford Institute, and other prestigious scientific and military institutions, this project aimed to scientifically understand and utilize, among other things, various Eastern techniques that had been described but never empirically tested. By reframing meditative and spiritual practices in the presently-accepted terminology of science and quantum physics, even the most rational thinkers are forced to consider possibilities hitherto considered preposterous. 1983 - ANALYSIS AND ASSESSMENT OF GATEWAY PROCESS . This is the 'big whammy' document that describes the CIA's un...

  Old stream of consciousness ramble from the early half of Covid that I just found in a dilapidated notebook and typed up... Wild-eyed, stir-frying lies in pan No mind left, just a lost thought, man I've set out to sea, to see my ship will never touch land This sure as hell ain't the journey I planned. Loose demands from a man's unconscious grasping on to lost songs and monsters A flat melody with sunken chords grown despondent I'm honoured to saunter through my mind's empty concert Secret codes to undress, symbols hiding incest while the world slides by, my ideas compress into ingots of inspiration. Build my nest stacking blacked-out ideas, re-constructing this mess it's a maze in here, and I'm amazed how deranged I can be when I break apart truths, rearranged and replaced with the grace of lies so insane that they prey on my conscience, all raunchy, aflame. Only fools play by their rules, it's a shame but I'll do anything if it means I can feel th...

  Written by Nigel Ford - Copyright August 8, 2020 What is Breathwork?  Breathwork is a term used to describe a variety of therapeutic practices that involve the breath. Breathwork has been in use throughout recorded history and quite likely was used for many years before. There are many different types of breathwork, each with its own unique application. Some of the uses of breathwork include: Promoting relaxation and reducing stress Helping with chronic pain Managing anger and irritability Helping fight depression and anxiety Encouraging the acceptance and overcoming of trauma, grief, and loss Working through the emotional discomfort of illness Understanding the differences between the types of breathwork is important as this allows you to decide which form of breathwork would be best suited for your current needs. Learning about the origins and history of breathwork can also be useful for helping one develop a clear picture of this interesting practice. History of Breathwor...